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| Time: | 10:25 am. |
| Mood: |  happy. | | Music: | Gwen Stefani feat Akon- The Sweet Escape. |
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OMG. I HAD SUCH AN AMAZING TIME YESTERDAY- still feelin deliriously high from our island getaway. Fun times- snorkelling, banana boating, tanning, bbq-ing....and our crew were super nice. Plus, I get a free trip next time i go!:p
We all came back burnt, tanned, and in pain but it was well worth every second. Well, except W who got seasick and puked. lol. Came back and we all went out for an all-you-can-eat pasta/pizza buffet which was surprisingly good! Can't wait to see the pics~ooo that sleazy english man on the island still gives me the creeps. On the way back, I was allowed to 'drive' the boat and it was GREAT. Except I was kinda heading towards the wrong direction. hahahaha. So definitely doing this again. Another piece of good (bimbo) news when i got back was that my aunt managed to get me the red chanel bag from paris!!! it was the last bag- sold out. weeee..von is a happy happy bunny now.
31st May 2007 was ,so far, the best day of 2007!Now onto our next trip- KK. Time to start planning!
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Tuesday, January 2nd, 2007
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I wish things could have been different.
It's been months and i thought it'll fade with time.
But it hasn't.
Tell me, what should i do?
I feel so confused- i don't know what to do anymore. I seem to have lose focus.
Here's to hoping 2007 will be just as good as 2006 has been to me- only with a diff ending.
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!
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Tuesday, March 14th, 2006
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Don't make it so obvious that you don't like me. The difference in attitude towards others speaks for itself. Subtlety is the key.
--xx--
Don't you hate that feeling when you know that a certain person just brushes you off and have nth much to say to you but is forced to because of circumstances? It's so damn obvious, it's written all over your face.
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Friday, October 28th, 2005
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1 1/2 months into the Bar and it's been busy busy busy since. Everything that we learnt in uni is irrelevant. This is a skills-based course of which i have none. Being filmed on dvd every advocacy lesson scares the hell out of me. Opinion writing sucks, i cant do it at all. And then there's boring civil and criminal litigation. I'm struggling and everyday,i wish i can quit the Bar. But i don't have a choice- i gotta stick to this damn course.
It's reading week which means catching up on all the readings and preparing for more advocacy classes!:(
Dinings are actually quite enjoyable, contrary to what i expected. Although it'd be good to meet more people from other colleges, i'm terrible at making small talks.
In other news, this year has been very different. It feels strange not having a routine, with different things going on every week which is good,i guess. Time just seem to fly by....crazy Before we know it, we're slaves to the corporate world. This whole future thing is driving me insane. There are so many issues to consider and even though i've been thinking for about 6 weeks now, i still can't find any answers. My parents seem keen on me going back to work when a few months ago, mum was encouraging me to apply to spore and get a few yrs' experience. What exactly do they want me to do? I know that ultimately, the choice is mine but we all know how asian parents are. They say do what you want but come on, it never works that way....:)
Some of the friends i've spent the past 3yrs with have gone home, or moved out of london. I miss J terribly, it's been almost 4 months and the sad thing is, i don't know when i'll next see him. I hope it's soon.
This yr has been full of drama- some good, some not-so-good. Love life wise, things are going really well. It's only been like 2 1/2 months but i can say that this is the first relationship i've been in where I don't have any doubts. We're going off to morocco for a week in december so i'm really excited bout that.
That's pretty much it. nothing exciting has happened since summer....bleah
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| Time: | 11:16 pm. |
| Mood: |  drained. |
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I never learn from my mistakes. Everynight before i go to sleep , i pray for these feelings to go away. But come every morning, i wake up and STILL feel the same way.
How i wish i'd scream out loud, instead i found no meaning.
i guess it's time i walk far, far away.
Find comfort in pain. All pleasures' the same
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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
--xx--
2 exams done, 2 more to go. Except these 2 are on the same fricking day. Tell me god whyyyy is this happening to me?? It's NOT possible to do well for 2 law papers. wail. I HATE commercial contracts so much. I've come to the conclusion that i'm definitely not cut-out for the business world. Maybe i should just stick to the one thing i am good at- shopping. Damn, if only...:( Ok, bimbo talk over.
Pls pray for me. i only want to pass. sob. one more week of misery left!ciao~
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| Time: | 9:31 am. |
| Mood: |  touched. |
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Happy bday to me. Exactly 22 yrs ago,i was born. On friday the 13th. Some might say how unlucky!But i'd like to think otherwise. Maybe it makes me a 'special' child? hhaha. Yea, dream on. But I can definitely say that I -have- been lucky in all sorts of way. My parents have worked hard to give me a good education so that I can have a better life and I DO NOT want to disappoint them. ever. Which is why i really want to do well for these exams. Just 2 more days till Jurisprudence. The race against time starts NOW!
I thought that nobody (apart from my lovely flatmates, of course) would remember my bday but even tho i spent it alone studying at home, today's been good to me!:) Parents rang and it made me miss them even more. Apparently my dad was so excited bout my bday that he was gonna text me at 6am!!hehehe But the highlight of my day is the little 'surprise' bday cake that my flatmates bought home for me and the bouquet of roses Mr.Yong brought over this morning!!aww...i am soo touched,seriously. I feel so loved.
Thank you guys for making it a special day even tho i know we're all stressed with work!!!Nice to know that there are people who care bout me~~~hehehehe
Well, here's what the month of june & july has in store for us:-
27th May: End of exams. Time to relax and catch up on sleep!! & Lim's bday
16th June: Off to Portugal- our villa in Algarve. Can't wait!!
25th June: Return from Portugal. Bday celebration (ie, clubbing..haha)
27th June: Miami, here we come!!!
3rd July: New York and finally, back on 9th.
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Saturday, April 30th, 2005
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| Subject: | Wow |
| Time: | 12:32 am. |
| Mood: | sleepy. | | Music: | James blunt-tears and rain. |
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This post is long overdue. Can't remember the last time I updated but so far, my final yr at Lse has been great. So much has happened (and IS still happening) and i guess....weel,people change. Some drift apart and some grow closer but that's life,right? We can't control the drama around us but thank god my life is still as boring as ever. Still doing the same old shit with the same crazy peeps. hehehe All i can say is that i REALLY dislike irresponsible, lazy people. People who don't think about the consequences of their actions and just do watever they want. wtf? I don't understand what's going through their minds. Bottom line is, stay far far away from me.
For the past 5 weeks, all i've been doing is study,study,study and that's going to continue for the next 3weeks. I'm going abit mental at the moment and my heart can't stop pounding. Really hope that I don't get a panic attack during my 1st exam!!*fingers crossed* So can't wait for this ALL to be over!!Then it's a week in portugal babeh!and hopefully (if my visa gets approved), a shopping trip in NY. fun fun fun.
It kinda saddens me how after we graduate, we'll go our separate ways. Yea we'll keep in touch and all but things will definitely be different. Blame it on the hormones but i'm feeling all lethargic now.
We started off the year with lots of partying and drinking, with a girlie weekend in Prague. A short 2 weeks break back home and before I knew it, I was back in London celebrating NYE with friends (which btw, was SHIT) and spending 2 whole days stuck indoors with nothing but L word and 1KG of Lindt chocolates.
After that, we packed our bags and headed off for Tignes. Skiing baby!It was my first time and boy was it an experience! Never been surrounded by SO many fit men in my life before. I swear, it should be made a law that all men must know how to snowboard and wear a beanie at all times. Snowboarders are just so sexy. rahhhh. Came home a week later aching all over plus 2 huge bruises on my legs. damn those morning treks-urgh!:( But it was definitely worth it. *tiramisu thief, pub crawling, the sexxaayy mr.baba*- ho ho ho
Copenhagen in February was probably a mistake , in terms of weather. We froze our asses off for 3 days..sniff. But watever, it was still fun coz of the great company!Even though we had to sleep on coffin-like couches and the hotel has disgusting showers!Hahahah The little mermaid was a huge let-down but we were warned beforehand so yea...the one thing i remember most bout copenhagen is the HOTDOGS!hahhaha Best discovery, sure as hell beats all the fancy restaurants we ate at!!:P
Got accepted into the Bar so i'll be spending another year in London-yay!!Unfortunately, it will be the last too..:( Time to grow up, get a real job and start earning some $!! Oh yea, while we're at it, a shaved-head jack johnson lookalike would be great!i'll be a happy happy bunny. thank you very much.
As you can see, i'm going abit bonkers so i'd better go to bed. It's another fun-filled day at the library tmw!!
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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
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| Time: | 8:01 pm. |
| Mood: |  scared. | | Music: | Atomic Kitten- Cradle. |
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Today's been an awfully long day. One of those days where you suddenly get hit by a panic attack. Everything seems to be falling apart. I really don't think I cope any longer. I don't understand ANYTHING that's being taught. It's my final yr and i'm meant to be graduating in 5 months time (which seems impossible right now). Nothing makes sense to me and I don't think 5 weeks during Easter holidays is going to be enough for me to study a whole yr's worth of work. I DONT work well under pressure and I am not a crammer. ergggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh. SHOOT ME NOW SOMEONE. PLSSS I'M BEGGING YOU!
I just wanna go home.....wail. So so stress...my heart can't stop pounding and i can't think straight. I hope that i'll feel better tomorrow. sigh.
In happier news, we're off to Copenhagen from 24/2-27/2!!yaayyyyY!!!Everything's booked and i'm soo looking forward to it. If only i can find the determination to go on a goddamn diet. urgh. Back to Commercial contracts. go me.
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Thursday, January 13th, 2005
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| Time: | 11:55 pm. |
| Mood: | Fat. | | Music: | Joss Stone- Right to be wrong. |
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I miss Tignes so much. I had the most fantastic skiing holiday and i'm missing tignes BADLY!!!!The mountains....falling down Pallafour...the fit ski instructors...baguettes...hot chocolates...and not forgetting my Mr.Ba-Ba. *drooL* Shaved head with tattoo....just my type...hehehehe
I hardly ever update this thing anymore...just never in the mood. Ziarah this weekend...time to collect free chi ching!!150quid yea~~~:) Then it's Opium for the boys' bday celebrations. It's only the 4th day back at uni and already ,i'm getting panic attacks. I'm so worried that i won't be able to pass this summer. sigh. Well,not like there's anything i can do bout it so what did von do next? SHOP!!!!eheheh Got myself 5 tops in 2 days..not bad,huh? Ok,my bed is calling for me. Be back soon...xoxo
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Sunday, November 28th, 2004
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| Time: | 9:46 pm. |
| Mood: | tired. | | Music: | TV. |
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I MISS PRAGUE!!! updates to come....
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Thursday, November 18th, 2004
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| Time: | 12:27 am. |
| Mood: |  sad. | | Music: | Van Morrison-Have I told you lately. |
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Carrie:- No, I know I have you guys, but -- and I hate myself a little for saying this but -- it felt really sad not to have a man in my life who cares about me. No special guy to wish me happy birthday. No goddamn soulmate. I don't even know if I believe in soulmates.
I don't think i believe in soulmates either. At least not for now. I'm still waiting for that one person to change my mind.
--xxx--
So much work to do before heading off to Prague next week. A commercial contract , law of evidence and another jurisprudence essay to go before it's time to fly home. Home sweet home...the term has flown by wayy too quickly. Where the hell did the past 2 months go? What did i do?????? I want to complete BVC app by the end of this week as well. Sigh. At the same time, squeeze in some partyin time...Kensington Roof Gardens,here we come~~woohooo. It's been 2 weeks and i'm already dying...blahhh...hehehe.
p.s. my *baby* is wayy too cute. muahahahahha
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Saturday, November 13th, 2004
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| Time: | 2:36 am. |
| Mood: | sleepy. |
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I got left a msg from my buddy back home. She saw Mr.X and geezus, i still hatehim. I pray that i won't ever see him again. I don't wish to be reminded of the stupid things that were done. To me, he is non-existent and it'll stay that way forever.
--xxx--
I need to stop eating. The past week has been AWFUL~~ i can't feel my tummy anymore! i am constantly hungry and wanting to snack!URGH!Watched The Exorcist:beginning which was so-so. The demon is messed up..ahhaha Crepes tmw and High street ken for a spot of shopping. I NEED warm boots for prague....kinda dreading it PURELY coz of the weather..:( time to zzz....
Kelsen is my boo...lol
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Sunday, November 7th, 2004
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| Time: | 11:20 pm. |
| Mood: |  blah. | | Music: | Alfie OST. |
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The weekend has been pretty relaxing. A break from our weekly clubbing so that's good...managed to get an essay and some readings done, though i've still got another 1239084 to go...bleh!
On friday, we had the usual movie,dinner thing and we watched Birth. It's pretty ok..beautifully filmed but a tad slow-moving. you either like it or hate it. hehehe.
Saturday was spent lazying in bed then draggin my fat ass to the library where i searched high n low for the frickin textbooks. Took me about 45mins to get everything i wanted for the essay. Went for a quick shopping trip where i fell in love with the cutest jacket but they didnt have it in my size!!ppfft. so i rang another branch this morning and they had it!! i literally ran to Oxford street and bought it instantly..BUT horrorrr!!the sleeves r too long and it's pretty obvious so i'm in a frickin dilemma now..stress!!!Gotta bring it to the tailor's tomorrow to alter them...gawd,i hate being SHORT! I HATE HATE HATE HATE IT!!!urgghh.
Chris picked us up and we went to watch Bridget Jones 2! that show ROCKS!!it's so so so so good..i can't wait to watch it again. It's shows like these that makes us feel happy and warm....it made me wish that i've got a boyf...:( Sometimes being single aint all that fun, but i guess i'm not complaining. it's nice not to be stuck in another long-distance and whatnot and feel all hurt,depressed n shit with MEN. It's hard enough keeping up with my studies,let alone a r/s. hehehehe. then again, this weekend, i heard a good piece of news..ok,bad karma to be happy bout it but yea...it's cool...he's a real nice guy...and for some twisted reason, my good buddy has been playing matchmaker since summer!!gosh~haahaha
Off to bed now....gotta be up early for the gym tomorrow!! YES ON A MONDAY MORNING!!! i can't take it anymore. all the bingeing is taking its toll..my jeans are getting wayyy too tight...sob
OH, and i HATE APPLE.com for being soo bloody inefficient. It's been almost a month since i ordered my IPOD and i want it NOW!!!goddamn it..can they hurry up pls?
p.s. my girlies and i are dead set on setting up a business because we have no direction in life. we dont know what to do with our future and this degree seems to useless at the moment. i feel as though i'm learning nothing and yea....i'm seriously one stupid girl. screw this. Just looking forward to Prague and our skiing trip in Jan 2005~:)
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Sunday, October 31st, 2004
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Hey you,why do you have to be so goddamn cute? damn it.....
--xx--
WE'RE GOING TO PRAGUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~yayY!!! finally.....after so many stressful discussions and fickle-minded people,us 4 girls are GOING! everything's booked...25/11-28/11--here we come!Can't wait.
And, Nov 13th- Cambridge...
2/1/2005-SKIING~~~i'm definitely goinG!!even tho it means i'm only going to be home for 2weeks+ but hey, i have to make the most of my last yr at uni,aye? hehe this is all so exciting. Altho i'm freakin broke right now...shit....we hAVE to stop clubbing so often. This weekend saw us setting a new bar record- 1038quid. shoot me now.
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wat does your name mean?]
-- no idea.dont think it means anything.
[Birthday?]
-- 13th May
[Zodiac Sign?]
-- taurus
[What are your plans for tonight?]
-- going to sleep after this. or maybe watch nip/tuck
[What time is it?]
-- 2:39am
[Taken a picture of yourself with a milk
mustache and sent it to the milk people?]
-- haha no....
[Said "I love you" and not meant it?]
-- definitely...
[Gotten into a fight with your
dog/cat/bird/fish/etc?]
-- wth?
[Had a dream about something really crazy?]
-- yes ...pretty scary too. bleh
[Stalked someone?]
-- um..NO!
[Had a mud bath?]
-- nope...i dont do baths.
[Wished you were the opposite gender?]
-- frequently
[Had an imaginary friend?]
-- think so
Pick one
[Apples or Bananas?]
-- bananas
[Red or Blue?]
-- red
[Gap or Levis?]
-- hm.. levi's
[Spring or fall?]
-- spring...
[Do you have a boy/girlfriend?]
---nah..men are unnecessary problems..:P
[Santa or Rudolph?]
-- rudolph
Which of your friends...
[Has the most distinct laugh?]
-- suef
[Will grow up and be a model?]
-- i don't know..aide?
[Is going to have the most kids?]
-- i really dunno
[Have you known the longest?]
-- Liv
[Knows you the best?]
--my 3 best buds....caryn,liv n cynthia
[Is the loudest?]
-- hhahahaa that would be ME. sorreh...
[Is the loudest online?]
-- suey!!!!
[Is the quietest?]
-- um...duntch know
[Do you miss the most?]
-- part of 1626..:)
Just Wondering...
[What are you going to do after you finish this
survey?]
-- sleep!
[What was the last meal you ate?]
-- salmon & avocado salad, fillet of lamb and cheesecake. oh and lots of chocolates after...pig!!
[Are you bored?]
-- no shit
[How many of your buddies are online?]
--4
Which was the...
[Last movie you saw?]
-- just watched The Grudge
[Last noise you heard?]
-- people talking outside my flat
[Last time you were out of the country]
-- umm...sept
[MY OBSESSION:]
-- Shoes
[MY MOST ATTRACTIVE FEATURE:]
-- don't have one...
[MY FAVORITE THING TO DO:]
-- listen to norah jones whilst reading a good book, all curled up in bed.
[I'M WEARING:]
-- shorts n t-shirt
[I'M EATING:]
-- nothing at the moment. just brushed my teeth.
[LISTENING TO:]
-- Bon Jovi
[I'M FEELING:]
-- a bit sleepy & abit fat.
[I'M THINKING:]
-- about my moot on wed
Faves:
[food?]
-- japanese/korean
[drink?]
-- Fresh sugar cane
[color?]
-- Pink
[album?]
-- Babyface (sappy loser!hahaha)
[shoes?]
-- cute marc jacobs pointy-heels
[site?]
-- um....hmMm..too many to choose from
[song?]
-- Eva Cassidy- Songbird
[vegetable?]
-- love all sorts of vege
[fruit?]
-- honeydew & mango
[berry?]
-- strawberries
Last Person you...
[touched?]
-- caryn
[talked to?]
my flatmates
[hugged]
-- suef
[instant messaged?]
-- chris
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Friday, October 29th, 2004
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| Subject: | Weekend |
| Time: | 4:56 pm. |
| Mood: | tired. | | Music: | Nelly feat Tim McGraw- over & over. |
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THe weekend is finally here and since it's Suef's bday, we're hitting Tantra tonight. I can just see ALL of us getting completely smashed and puking all over the place !!haahha A repeat of last weekend,no?
The past few days have been hectic...I've been burying myself in tort books and huge dusty law journals...WHY OH WHY did i ever volunteer to participate in a moot? What the hell was i thinking? Urgh.
All the courtroom languages is beginning to freak me out. BUT i can't chicken out. This is good experience for me, after all i NEED it for the Bar anyway..:(
I wish i have more confidence to stand in front of 10480982 pple and speak...instead of 'ummm..errrr' ing.
bleh. The week hasnt been that bad though...on tuesday, we skipped juris lecture and drove to Bicester Village for a spot of retail therapy. The good thing bout not expecting much is that you actually end up ENOYING and buying SOMETHING nice...hehehehe Got myself a scarf,bag, belt & top..happy~~
Ok,it's back to more case reading for me~~have a nice weekend everybody!i know i will..:)
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Sunday, October 24th, 2004
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Funny how one click on the 'delete' button can erase memories.
I deleted everything about a month ago and just 5mins ago,i found the last thing i wrote. Alfie showed how ALL men are bastards and everything that goes around comes around. It's soo true. Bad karma. Stop hurting others because one day, you'll end up alone. With nothing.
---xxx---
The workload is piling high and we're off to Prague for a weekend sometime next month. Sooo looking forward to it...a weekend away should do us some good. I'm so broke right now..it's bout time to stop shopping and clubbing so much,eh? Looks like we've been partyin every weekend (apart from one) since we all got back. ooppsy....hehehe Had mucho fun on Friday night at Funky Buddha. The minute we got off the cab, we bumped into THE cutest white guy from our faculty...hahahaha 3 Belvedere bottles, 4 jugs of melon shooters later,everyone was puking...slowly by slowly. Went home and stuffed our faces silly with THE greasiest fried chicken ever. Oh and not forgetting my 20+++ pieces of chocolates. Wow,i rock,huh? :)
Suef's bday next weekend..more partyin and drinking to be done..as well as our girls day out!!CANT WAIT!!!!but for now,it's back to essays and Bar application. SUX!
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Wednesday, October 13th, 2004
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| Time: | 11:36 pm. |
| Mood: |  sick. |
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I've lost my voice. My cough is getting worst and i feel like shit. aint that great? To top it all off, i am home alone because my beloved flatmates have ditched me to go stuff their faces with home-cooked KEROPOK!!those are fuckin delicious and I CANT HAVE ANY because I DON'T WANT TO LOSE MY VOICE FOREVER.urghhhhhhhhhhhhhh..i am soo frustrated.
Maybe i'm pms-ing..hm....yea,let's just blame it on that. hehehe...Doesnt help that i feel extremely bloated hence FAT too....ARGHHHHHHHHHHH.
Anyway, on a different note, i miss home. I miss having the freedom to drive around!!! I have to walk everywhere here...which sucks,esp in the rain. Which was exactly what happened today...bleh.
Clubbing last night wasn't that fun probably coz of the stuffy atmosphere and lack of good-looking guys. Damn it.....hardly drank and for the first time in 2 1/2 yrs, we walked TO the club and BACK home too. gosh.....all because mr.tin-chan was fuckin drunk and puked up. Not as bad as B who puked on herself in the cab though..ehehe Thank god i wasn't there or i'd have puked up myself too. rah rah rah....
Maybe i'm getting too old for the clubbing scene but it aint as fun as it used to be anymore. I need a companion!!!Someone to watch movies, talk to, hang out with... i'm not looking for a serious relationship though, not when studies are my #1 priority. Uhmm..slight problem though, NO ONE WANTS ME in the first place. greattttttttttt.......................spinster for life. this calls for celebration..hip hip hurray.
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Tuesday, October 5th, 2004
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| Time: | 11:18 pm. |
| Mood: | Fat. | | Music: | Zhang Zhi Zhen. |
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2nd day of uni and i STILL feel as though i'm on holiday. Weird...i hope that i get out of this rut SOON. i need to start STUDYING real hard..24/7. Been settling into the new flat and buying shit for our rooms. I think it's a much nicer,cosier flat than the previous one and it's like 5mins from uni..so,that's good..:)
Went to the gym today!!first time in like 8months>????? shit...we've been paying 50quid every month for NOTHING. sigh....Am really stressed out bout my entire future...and which path i should take. this really sucks. Should i do the Bar or Dip Sing? or both?? DILEMMA~~~fuck. The Bar sounds soo bloody tough, i honestly don't know if i'm able to cope. I just feel i am not cut-out for that kinda shit...not intelligient enough, have no opinions watsoever of my own and i HATE speaking in front of the class. It's too scary for me...but i guess..nothing in life is easy,rite? If i actually wanna EARN decent $$$, it's gotta be the Bar....:( WAIL! SOB !
I realized that when i started this online journal thing, i would write down everything that's happened ,etc etc etc but now, it's nothing but a place for me to babble nonsense whenever i'm bored..:)
OK,off to bed..nite~
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